New tidings

when we stop and think about our live we wonder why does this happen to me? what have i done? why did we not pay attention?

attention why do we not pay attention to the ones we love without attention they wander!! do they still think about you? do they actually want to think about you? questions without any answers start to form!!! never do we realize what we have lost or what we have found!!! when ones peceptions do relent their guards are let down the percieverance that is eventually our life ned!! we fall into and endless pit of despair waiting for our lifeline for her to pull you back out........
the declerations of truth are never known but they are there! you just have to look inside yourself inside her and firgure them out..... never have we ever seen a day a night not even a month without pleasure when they are absent! never has one slept in peace with the knowledge that which was once lost is not again found!!!!

in the end we wonder are we doing the right thing? should we stay the course? and have the decisions we made been the right ones? never will we find out these answers till the end...... and the end is too late!!!